Today, not only was there a shy bee, but a snake eating a snake. And now I just flicked a big ass carpenter ant across the room, listening to Endless Fantasy all over again. Reading History of Sexuality Vol. 1 makes the world feel deeply fucked but not eternally shitty somehow. Sort of like Lord of the Rings and its looming adventure, like I am leaving some weird life baggage behind? Also, I like Gary Snyder because he doesn’t speak for things, he feels for them and is one of them or smth
Insofaras it is shit; a collection of things I'd like to say, and things others have said, in various media, of a generally subversive sentiment.
hangover 4: dream warriors, starring robert englund and heather langenkamp
see your fears, your worries, as something standing, something breathing, and challenge it to a knife fight. tear them down. destroy them. take your inner fears, your worries, your self-doubt, pile drive them. you are the weapon of the self. you are the knife, you are the gun, you are the bat that will destroy the bubbling shadows inside your heart and forge your new reality. we will stand behind you as you do it, our strength lended. this is the dawning of the new you. your fears don’t stand a chance against your mind, your heart, your love, your SELF. you craft the edged weapon that is your self, yourself, YOURSELF, that will cut through all bonds that try to drown you. you are your own fuel. turn the love you have for yourself inside into the unbreakable sword and cut through all bullshit
I am not sure what is alt or lit about Alt Lit; Adbusters?
I THINK I have listened to too much stoner sludge drone nihilism doom metal, everything on my dash is making me sad!